Simply me

Depression may cause either minor sorrow or

major destruction.

It depends on how you treat it.

Keep telling yourself there's always hope.

The ordeal is just the test that the God educates

human beings how to cope withour problems so that

we are able to grow with maturity.

People are social animals. I believe everyone understands this perception.

Perhaps you are unlikely to approve of my opinion or the opposite.

Do you think it is possible to live on earth without friends?

To be honest, I cannot...

Friend is the most crucial parts of my life.

Especially when I encounter difficulties that nearly put me into the edge of death.

I completely realize they have always been helpful and supportive by being around as well as listening to you.

All friends of mine have been giving me lots of favor sine I left my home as I was a teenager.

I appreciate those who used to help me and those who used to hurt me.

Both of them ever gave me different kinds of either frustration or encouragement so that I am able to be more mature in every aspect of life. 

 

Have you ever had a moment that all the things in the past suddenly occur to you?

Have you ever thought why that happens once in a while in life?

Frankly speaking, I am absolutely clueless.

And of course I am not going to figure out why.

The more I think, the unhappier I am.

Why not stick to what and who you are at present?

Isn't that much better than thinking what you have done before so as to regretting?

One of my favourite mottos is to enjoy the time you are being right now.

Recalling the past might be magnificient.

However life moves on at all times.

Do we really have time to recall something we have done in the past or just let it go?

I'll leave this to you all.

Why don't you try to ask yourself if you want to stay at the same point or step forward? 

One of my students raised a question which people always ask themselves but without answers.
I believe that human beings are more difficult to understand than other creatures.
People always complicate the thing that is easy to handle with.
For instance, what do you reply when a stranger ask you a question "Are you happy today?".
Mostly people will think "why do you ask me the question like this?"
Actually it's just a very simple question.
I have no idea why people always try to make it complicated as if he or she did this for some reasons.
This reults in why people nowadays commit suicide more frequently than before.
What goes around what comes around!
If everyone tried to figure out things easily, there wouldn't be a lot of tragedies in this world.
Which is not easy for me to do so as well.
At least we can try our best to simplify all problems instead of making them complex.

What's your new resolutin for this whole brand new year?
Everyone'll take it for granted that going back home and get together with the family and relatives.
But it definitely comes around with Chinese traditional customs.
Is that only a certain way that asain people how to celebrate New Year which I wonder?
I imagine if we can get rid of this old customs and leave it behind.
Apparently it won't work.
This is race differences.

Should we possibly engage with one you love indeed?
Or end one relationship to produce another?
When the affair comes to you, how would you know and realize which one is what you need?
Can we pretend as if nothing happened?
For me to say....I cannnot do it.
In this such dilemma,
What will probably come next?
Fight?...quarrel?...break-up?
There's actually a voice from the bottom of your heart that can tell yourself what you should do.
Trust yourself and follow it.
Perhaps that could hurt somebody else.
Or you can try to fight against it.
Afterwards you may regret or sigh.
At this moment, why not just follow your own true heart!
Listen to what you have on your mind.
Everyone is needed to be caressed.

I had made a decision that i didn't know if it was right.
It's been a matter of fact.
No matter what i have done. I have to accept it.
And hang in there.
The most important thing I should do is that I have to be generous to myself.
That's because that I used to be less considerate to myself but to others.
What if you were facing the dilemma, what would you do to make yourself get out of it?
And could you keep your life going on as if nothing happens.
Probably you may have lots of various solutions to what you've encountered.
Have you ever told yourself that what your niche is in our society?
Especially for those who are desperate in this world.
If you were one of them, what would you do?
I always think that what if it wouldn't have come to me.
Anyway it's too late to say so.

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

How do you distribute your whole life well?
It's a difficult job to handle actually.
Every one has his or her own life which are so different from others.
And how do you make it more fabulous which depends on your own decision,don't you?
Your perspective will differ by your background.
Human beings aren't born in this world equally.
The point is how you guys live equally in this world.
Some consider that being courteous and modest is important, but some don't.
It's a big question that we have to deal with is that how you balance people's comments with your idea.
The older you grow up the more annoying things you will get.
Try to solve them gradually won't kill you.

One of my friends I haven't seen for a long time visited me few days ago.
The feeling that I had felt at the first time has altered when I picked him up that day.
We had a long conversation throughout the night.
As he saw me, he didn't tell me how I have changed till the moment we were going to rest.
He just kept telling me that I have completely become an another guy he had known before.
Apparently not only I but he has been different from the time we used to be in some characters.
Due to some paticular relaxations these days, I probably started varying my regular life routine without consciousness.
We discussed all about this.
Of course he told me that you have to treat yourself better as well.
This is a cynical world.
Everyone tends to be selfish even if their close fellows.
Being selfish is not guilty but moral.
After all, doing right what you want to do without harming others.

Here comes another new year.
People always discuss their new wishes for the coming new year.
For me,
What's my new aniticipation?
Which is having a stable occupation and income.
Not only those that I hope but the people around me can be delightful about their lives.
As my motto is that being what you are and enjoy the world instead of complaint.